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An Undying Memory

by Throne Of The Beheaded

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Intro 00:41
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If everything that I've loved is all but lost, I'd carry you away from here. But nothing left for me, nothing is sincere. Ill swallow my past and leap towards fear, Maybe its me, Or maybe its just this feeling. That I'm somewhat just sinking. And maybe its just me that I can't push on. But I will find another way. Another way for me to sieze this day. A new beginning has dawned upon us. A new beginning. I will somehow conquer my destiny. I will somehow rise above. With you, I'm powerless. Let me be on my own. Become the man I am. The hardest part where my visions become unreal. Where my phobias awaken. In my dreams, where I rip apart this seal. The very fabric of life. What holds us together is torn apart and I can't hold Back But look at the ash The ruin below me and everything that I've destroyed. Oh. A new beginning has dawned upon us. A new beginning. I will somehow conquer my destiny. I will somehow rise above. With you, I'm powerless. Let me be on my own. Become the man I am. I will never be the hero
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For every day that I wasted, And every word I spoke. I really find it easy how you’ve never choked. Your grave mistakes are common ground, My heart was lost and found. It seems to me, like we were only killing time until the end. Are you proud of what you’ve done? Are you proud of what you’ve done? I’m finally free. I hope you’re hearing this. It’s 4 am and I can’t sleep. Every thought I’ve had of you, Wasted through this fucking year. Insomnia has controlled my soul. And devoured my heart. I feel so sick to the core. Rotten from the inside out. Is this what you wanted? You dirty whore. It seems to me, like we were only killing time until the end. Are you proud of what you’ve done? Are you proud of what you’ve done? I’m finally free. You should’ve kept your legs shut.
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She wears the dress. The one where we first kissed. Unravel my thoughts. And poison my head. I will never become this one that you want me to be. I will never become the hero. I will never ever save this world from sudden death. I will never be the one you call for your own help. Someone could take my place. And I would be okay with it. I’m living in my own paradise. I’m living in my own hell. I don’t feel okay. I don’t feel alright. I am nothing more but a man. I am just a civilian. Someone could take my place. And I would be okay with it. I’m living in my own paradise. I’m living in my own hell. I need you.
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I’m writing you this letter. The words that don’t make sense. This jar of ink that stains the blade that held us all together. I hope that you receive this. I hope it makes you smile. Because I’m sick to my stomach while the clock strikes ten. Maybe it’s me. Maybe it’s you. Maybe I’m just so plagued. All these words. That we spoke. Another night, where life’s a joke. Maybe it’s me. Maybe it’s you. But I feel fine. I will never ever go back to what I was. Ten thousand feet below my own fucking ground. Two separate beings that won’t ever be saved. Two humans that are fucked in the brain. (x2)

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released April 16, 2015

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Throne Of The Beheaded was a Melodic Deathcore band from San Antonio, Texas.

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